School Sucks. I suck at basketball. Social life in Laie sucks. Being poor sucks a lot. Writing tests every week sucks. Being dating retarded sucks. Living with four dudes in a two room apartment sucks, but luckily it's now one less than 5. It does feel good to vent though.
Yesterday was a gong show. A roller coaster. Sometimes I think the vicissitudes of life are going to mess me up real good. The day started off fairly good I guess. I went to school studied for my two tests that I had that day and then I ate some subway, talked with some cool dudes and saw this neat girl on my way back to school. Then I found out I have no money... Sin. I start stressing. Go write a test, super stressed the whole time. I don't even know if I did well. Get out of my test, wish my sister a happy 29th bday. Sort out money issues and then I go and write my bio test. 20 mins in and out. I love writing tests quick... I already studied for hours for the stupid thing I don't wanna be spending hours just to write it. And yes I say write test and not take. If you have a problem with that I recommend finding a busy intersection and then going to play in it. Acrimony might be a by product of my life right now. Well I killed that test, which made me feel good cause I absolutely bombed the previous one. Anyways after this I go and take a much needed break from school for the next couple hours.
Basketball game. Fudge I suck at basketball. I like to play but not when I suck. We lost, and the other team was super cocky and just arrogant. Made me not stoked... wasn't fun. So I left the game upset, angry that I couldn't perform to my own standards. Went straight to the gym and worked out. That was great. Couldn't even really move after I was done, however as if there aren't enough rules at this school but I was told that I can't wear one of my v necks to work out. In normal gyms you can wear jerseys but not here, it's immodest. Whatever, dumb rule but what can I do, being here is worth the extra year that I don't have to take of school at a university in Canada.
And for the icing on the cake I happened to be ditched, Twice, by two different girls. Fudge.
Anyways I have been listening to band of horses alot lately check out this track. super good.
Cruise
11 years ago
well thank you for letting me smile at this. not at you being down, but i coudl jsut see you saying all of this. except i don't appreciate big words, because even if general authorities say them, i still don't understand it.
ReplyDeleteand I"m glad you say fudge. makes me happy cuz i jsut got made fun of the other day for saying fudge. look on the bright side though, you are in effing hawaii..and you have a tan. and everyone looks better with a tan. i am still jealous of you even with your so called bad day..so chin up
Josh, your the best! Sounds like it was a rough day. Don't worry things always start looking up!
ReplyDeleteSo let the sunshine in...face it with a grin...open up your heart and let the sunshine in! I'm sorry you had such a crap, appy day on my b-day! Sad tale, you should have come to Cali too! The thing about the thing is that WE are allowed to choose our at-ti-TUDE. And I know that sometimes its nice to wallow a little...I just blogged my own wallowing...BUT I know you will always turn your face to that gorgeous sun you have all around you...maybe minus tsunami days, and take life with a little less seriousness! You are cool, girls do like you and you have a great head on your shoulders. And you have calf muscles to die for! Love you little nerd.
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